6/30/2026

Currently listening to: hello cold world - paramore

happy birthday 2 me ^_^!!!! I did'nt do much today. It sounds lame, but that's how i perfer it. I might celebrate this weekend though! I got cheeseburgers for dinner and watched The Mighty Ducks (my fav movie). This is a very short entry, Sorry!!

Smell ya later!

6/26/2026

Currently listening to: Pure Morning - Placebo

Well, I ordered my birthday cake last night. It's nothing special. Just a Walmart cake with Snoopy on it. Okay, I lied, it is pretty epic. I try to pretend birthdays are another day to me, but I genuinely do still get excited. The last few birthdays were kind of a bummer. This is my second birthday single, and honestly, it's kind of a weird feeling. It's not quite loneliness, but this bizarre feeling I can't explain.

Today was chill. I watched the NHL draft. I have a good feeling about the 2026-2027 season. Speaking of Hockey, I got hockey cards for an early birthday gift. I'm very excited to open them. I'll probably make a whole post about that depending on the cards I get.

Smell ya later!

6/25/2026

Currently listening to: Float On - Modest Mouse

Insomnia has won. That's honestly a little dramatic, Its only 1am. So, this is a late night/early morning entry. I'll probably have more to say later but oh well! I'm trying to decide if I want a lip piercing or not. Shark bite piercings are calling my name, but I'm scared of gum/tooth damage. Part of me is saying, "yolo your teeth are already kind of in horrible shape". The other half is saying, "Please do NOT do it". While I am at it, I am in need of a new tattoo. Dude who loves body mods. (Insert a large comedic arrow pointing at me).

I am missing Hockey. I might start playing but I have no clue where to start. Clearly learning how to ice skate is a no brainer. I already know I am going to make a fool out of myself, but hey! that's all a part of the experience in my opinion. I'm going to get hurt one way or another.

That's all I have to say, Farewell until tomorrow.

6/24/2026

Currently listening to: Vanilla Twilight- Owl City

As June nears an end, I mourn how summer used to feel. Things felt a lot simpler before turning twenty, since then it's been a downward spiral of missing old friends and chasing memories made so long ago. On the bright side, things aren't that bad anymore. As twenty-two approaches quickly, I'm learning that I'm allowed to enjoy change and open my arms to new changes, friends, and memories. I do think nostalgia is bittersweet these days. Some nights I lie awake, and I hear a song that makes me think of certain memories, and that funny burning feeling behind my nose happens. Sometimes I can't tell if I'm sad it's over or happy that it happened. Complicated emotions make us human... I guess.

Anyways, first blog entry, I suppose, but that's all for now.